Let go of everything

Let go of everythimg.

let go

of all week once thought

all we once were.

You didn’t really want

but you destroyed us

because it let you control the outcome.

I let go of that too.

That ability to trust.

tossed into the wind

and alone is easier

or it isn’t

but it prevents the lows

that carve out pieces of your soul with it.

Get ready to

turn away from

11years here that was something and nothing.

Get ready to admit life

was never supposed to be this way

but there wasn’t

anything better, nor is there

after the unattainable, unreachable cost.

let go of my dreams

let go of anything I once thought

i might have wanted

and am simply grateful it ain’t worse.

I can’t imagine what comes next

gone is the ability to think through to that

or hope for something better than this

because life

has crushed the faith that might have been

or the hope that once was

for better days

or better things.