Path out

Striving to be…

so damn good at the job

Wrecked me.

I am sitting here listening to cello music

alone

with my own thoughts

alone with my own company

at peace.

Thinking

that perhaps I need to stop

simply be

nothing,

no one important.

Fade into

the mundane for a while.

If any body asks me

what I am

or what I do

I am going to say

Nothing….

nobody important…

and leave the weight of the silence

hanging there

and perhaps stop saying anything at all

for everything still gets me far too angry.

I should come with a warning label these days

MARINA – Oh No! Lyrics

Don’t do love, don’t do friends
I’m only after success
Don’t need a relationship
I’ll never soften my grip

Don’t want cash, don’t want card
Want it fast, want it hard
Don’t need money, don’t need fame
I just want to make a change

I just wanna change
I just wanna change
I just wanna change
I just wanna change
I just wanna change

I know exactly what I want and who I want to be
I know exactly why I walk and talk like a machine
I’m now becoming my own self-fulfilled prophecy
Oh! Oh, no! Oh, no! Oh, no, oh!

One track mind, one track heart
If I fail, I’ll fall apart
Maybe it is all a test
‘Cause, I feel like I’m the worst
So I always act like I’m the best

If you are not very careful
Your possessions will possess you
TV taught me how to feel
Now real life has no appeal

It has no appeal
It has no appeal
It has no appeal
It has no appeal
It has no appeal

I know exactly what I want and who I want to be
I know exactly why I walk and talk like a machine
I’m now becoming my own self-fulfilled prophecy
Oh! Oh, no! Oh, no! Oh, no, oh!

I know exactly what I want and who I want to be
I know exactly why I walk and talk like a machine
I’m now becoming my own self-fulfilled prophecy
Oh! Oh, no! Oh, no! Oh, no, oh!

I’m gonna live, I’m gonna fly
I’m gonna fail, I’m gonna die
I’m gonna live, I’m gonna fly
I’m gonna fail, gonna die, die, die, die

I know exactly what I want and who I want to be
I know exactly why I walk and talk like a machine
I’m now becoming my own self-fulfilled prophecy
Oh! Oh, no! Oh, no! Oh, no, oh!

I know exactly what I want, and who I want to be
I know exactly why I walk, and talk like a machine
I’m now becoming my own self-fulfilled prophecy